Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Looking For My Moments

Sometimes right before I go to bed at night and as I lay in bed thanking God for everything he has given me, I feel so content, so at peace with myself and with the world around me. It’s at these very moments that I feel so close to God, and everything about this crazy world makes sense to me.

These moments I treasure so much, to me it means I am walking down the right path in my life. However, these past few weeks these moments have become so rare almost none existent, and this worries me and makes me wonder have I made a wrong turn somewhere.

Deep down I think I know why they’ve become less frequent. Life has gotten in the way of my usual rituals of always trying to be close to God, it seems lately there is no time for anything or maybe its totally something else. Maybe it’s just a phase that I think a lot of people go through where their faith lessens for a while, only to get back on track which sometimes can even make you closer to God.

Hopefully my need to feel close or at peace with God will return to me and these moments of craziness will pass quietly because I really want my sense of peacefulness to come back to me and I want to make sense of this world again.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

New Age Music

I am not familiar with New Age music, but I would like to buy some CD’s for my friend who is into such music, so does anyone have any good suggestions?