Can't Breath

I feel like I am suffocating and I can't breath. There is something heavy on my chest, restraining me keeping me confined.

I want to cry but the tears aren't coming. They are resisting spilling over. Maybe they know if they start falling I'll just break down and fall a part too.

so many things going on in my life, yet i am standing so still going no where. I want to move forward but this fear holds me back, keeps me down.

I am tired, I am just so tired. My eyes water up as I write this but no tears come down ... Please God help me cry.