Letting Go
I am trying to let go, but its so hard. I know with time it gets easy but right now time is so far away, and I feel like I have something so heavy on my heart that's stopping me from breathing.
I think he got the message and he probably thinks its the best way out as well. We would never have the courage to say to each others face that we need to end things.
I always imagined what I would say when things came to an end, but I knew deep down that I would never have the guts to actually say it to his face out loud.
Who knows maybe its not the end but it sure feels like it. I hope I get through this again and reach the other side with my sanity intact, otherwise I will never be the same again
Dear god help me be strong.

1 Comments:
I know what you are going through, the hardest thing ever. Imagining it is one thing, but to actually to call it off is totally something else.
Not to discourage you, but to tell you that no matter how dark it may seem now, there is light at the end of the tunnel, even if it's not entirely rainbow effects, still it will lessen up with time.
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