Sunday, June 18, 2006

Feeling Lonely

Recently I feel like everyone has someone except me, and it makes me feel lonely. I hate feeling this way.


At June 21, 2006 7:33 AM , Blogger Bloo said...

dear illusion. i wish i am u now.

i'll try and explain it for u.. nothing to do with happiness as it has with being single.. i never thought i would say it.. really, i missed being single from day one of my engagement and i still do.

sometimes i pretend im still single... at times before i used to pretend i'm seeing someone when no one was there for me... very ironic but very true...i want to talk to u more.. will do so, i promise.

love, and lots of it. vintage,

At June 22, 2006 1:24 PM , Blogger illusion said...


Thanks for the words.

I didnt realize someone can miss being single from the first day they get engaged. With the people i know it's usually after a few years of being with someone and dealing with a lot of responsibilites.

But don't you agree that it's nice to have someone in your life?, to know that there will always be someone who you can lean on? and isn't it nice to know that there is someone out there that will always be with you and ask about you and take care of you even if it's not the most perfect relationship in the world ?

someone you can share things with. someone you can touch, hug and kiss, just to be close to them :)

i would love to have that but of course i'd want to have it with someone good and decent and inshalla maybe i will get lucky :)

but i do wish you the best dear, sej i dont know you but madre laish i saw a lot of myself in a lot of your posts. you are an angle and a strong woman and inshalla allah ywafgich o y3awthich 3an wayd ashya'a :)

At July 07, 2006 6:06 PM , Blogger La Mala Educacion said...

Things aren't always what they seem to be on the surface!
Sometimes even companionship can be over-rated.

Enjoy your independence while you still can- explore the world, travel on your own, read, blog, go to the movies where they don't censor left right and centre.... just do your own thing and suddenly company won't seem all that important.
As an aside, it is much worse to start feeling lonely when you are already in a relationship or surrounded by people who genuinely care for you.
Whose fault is it anyway? No one's, I imagine.
What say?

At July 07, 2006 11:39 PM , Blogger illusion said...


I do everything you suggested to do and i am surrounded by people who do really care for me. Yet sometimes you want something more.

I can't explain it, its just a yearning you get and even though you are surrounded by close friends and family they just can't fill that void or satisfy that yearning

The good news is that it comes and goes and now its gone but the bad news is I know it will come back soon.

At July 11, 2006 7:29 PM , Blogger da Angel wears Escada said...

"The good news is that it comes and goes and now its gone but the bad news is I know it will come back soon."

Only goes to show you are all too human.

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