tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90787952011-11-10T05:54:15.739+03:00illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.comBlogger631100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-57084591492080561122011-03-28T14:09:00.003+03:002011-03-28T14:16:28.190+03:00

I am trying to let go, but its so hard. I know with time it gets easy but right now time is so far away, and I feel like I have something so heavy on my heart that's stopping me from breathing. I think he got the message and he probably thinks its the best way out as well. We would never have the courage to say to each others face that we need to end things. I always imagined what I would say

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I feel so far from you, even though you are very close by. I don't get excited like I used to when I hear your voice or see your name on my cell phone. What does that mean I wonder? When I talk to you i feel nothing, as if I am talking to a co-worker at work that means nothing to me. Has years of adoring you finaly turned into something else. Or this normal and every person gose through this

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-71944522433926654712011-01-15T23:26:00.003+03:002011-01-15T23:33:57.564+03:00

I am angry this weekend, and for no reason at all. I just want to pick a fight with anyone that is willing to give me the time of day. I want to yell and scream and just push all this bad energy out of my body. Tomorrow is Sunday and I know I am going to yell at my boss and we are gona get into an argument. I get like this from time to time and its scary because I don't understand these

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I went to an Indian wedding tonight, it was so much fun. Why can't our weddings be mixed. Its way much more fun then the traditional Kuwaiti weddings that are soooooo looong and boring with no action. I realized tonight I miss dancing, I want to dance my heart out. I need a good CD with a lot of dancing music so I can shake my booty all night long. I want to laugh the night away as I dance. I

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They say writing it down will make it happen (if god wells it of course). So I am writing the following down to make it happen:1. I want to get a call for a better job opportunity that will make me quit my job and get my life back on track2. I want him to tell me I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you3. I want to go to Omra and pray to god so I can cleanse my soul 4. I Want

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I am having a bad day. Came back from my trip yesterday. As soon as we landed, I felt it coming on. I need a happy pill thats it!.and when night rolled around, it was full throtel, I couldn't breath, the thought of going back to work was suffecating me. I've never reached this point before where hate consumes every inch of my body for this work place. Its so weird though, the company is so unique

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I wonder do you ever check your cell phone and wonder why I have not messged you today or wonder why have I not called you today. I wonder do you ever wonder about me at all. Wish I could read your mind sometimes.Traveling on Monday, don't feel like going and don't feel like getting on a plane. Top it off I sure as hell don't feel like packing. I never know what to take and how much clothes to

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I've realized that I miss writing. It's a form of theropy for me. I need to get so much out of chest, and writing used to be my window of venting of all the things I am going through.I don't know what were the reasons I stopped writing. I gues life got in the way, but I've decided I want to go back to something that makes me feel good. I can bitch and complain as much as I want and don't have

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Suffering from Jet Lag made me decide to look over some old posts I had posted on this blog, and I do have to say this about myself."Damn girl you are pethatic, get over it already!"

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I saw you this afternoon, and after 7 hours of seeing you, my hearbeat is still beating as if I ran a marathon. I don't know whats wrong with me, I am being overwhelemd with emotions tonight. My feelings for you lately have deminished due to certain events that have passed, but tonight its like I've fallen in love with you all over again. What is it about you that makes me go crazy? When I

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-66873896066721328472010-03-29T23:17:00.001+03:002010-03-29T23:18:11.635+03:00

Went to the comedy show today...laughed my ass off ....it felt so good

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On January 25th 2009, I posted a prayer to God asking him to help me like my job better so I could tolorate staying. But Its been a year and almost 2 months, and I am still at the same place with an even more intense hate for my work. I can't do it anymore, I am at the end of my rops. I keep thinking hanging for a few more months, just a few more months, things will get better. Things are only

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I can feel you slipping away again. They say every beginning has an end, and I sometimes i feel ours is coming soon. I hold you hand and hold my breath, waiting for you to pull me into your arms to hold me tight and keep me close like you do everytime, but you just turn away leaving me all alone, so confused so dazed. I try to ignore the signs, I try to denay it. but the calls are becoming

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I feel like I am suffocating and I can't breath. There is something heavy on my chest, restraining me keeping me confined. I want to cry but the tears aren't coming. They are resisting spilling over. Maybe they know if they start falling I'll just break down and fall a part too. so many things going on in my life, yet i am standing so still going no where. I want to move forward but this fear

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Dear God, I want to be happy with my Job. Please help me like it. Please!

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She's reached the Big 3 0. Thirty. She never thought it would bother her, but reaching that age did. She didn't look her age and didn't act it either but just thinking of it and seeing it written on the piece of paper in front of her really bothered her. She started to think of what she has done and accomplished in life and she really couldn't think of one thing that made her proud. She hated the

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somewhere in Kuwait a sleepless girl is venting "She can't sleep", she keeps thinking what's wrong with him, why is he acting distant and all weird. Is he really in just one of his moods or is he trying to slowly step back. She hated this relationship. They acted like they were a couple but of course he always just calls it friendship. "Your my friend" "Your the best friend I've ever had" and yet

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-20329938871416630822008-01-20T21:14:00.000+03:002008-01-20T21:19:23.830+03:00

Ok, I understand that I haven't been blogging for a while now, but that does not mean when I do come back for a visit everything should be switiched to Arabic!!! I didn't ask for this!!!I am starting to itch!!Why are all the tool bars on my blogspot site in Arabic!!! Hell everything is in Arabic!! I am so lost!How can I get everything back to normal!!!...ANYONE?????

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-37615247450171349402007-09-08T19:42:00.000+03:002007-09-08T20:00:49.313+03:00

It really annoys me when a Non-Kuwaiti Arab tries to talk Kuwaiti. I don't know why but I sort of lose some of my respect for them. I mean mastering the Kuwaiti dialogue is not an easy thing to do and to hear an Egyptian or a Lebanese try to talk Kuwaiti and do such a bad job of it just irritates the hell out of me.I currently have to deal with this Lebanese Guy that keeps trying to talk Kuwaiti

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-44844582908293618112007-08-18T21:12:00.000+03:002007-08-18T21:16:05.856+03:00

I was looking on the net for some good training programs on communication skills and I came across this funny link. http://www.zefrank.com/punc/

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Recently I have gained some weight, 5 kgs to be exact (11 pounds YEYKS!) So I have decided that my gaol for the next 30 days is to walk for 45 minutes. It is not my goal to lose the 5 kgs whithin these 30 days, but I do need to start somewhere! I have 27 more days to go. Wish me luck !!

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-46929978212412634482007-07-25T00:16:00.000+03:002007-07-25T00:18:44.760+03:00

Ok this is just killing me, did Harry Potter die or not?? !!I know some of you might be thinking well read the book, but I've never read any of the Potter books and I am not about to start now. So who will be kind enough to tell me what happens to him???Please anyone, pretty Please :)

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It’s been a year, two months and a few days since we last spoke. And tonight I really miss you.I miss our long talks, the way we would talk about everything. Our fears, our dreams, what we want out of life, our past, our families, our childhood stories, our secret crushes, and our love stories.I guess I knew it was bound to end and that’s probably why I would always ask you will we still be

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-28752620516909851072007-07-04T06:17:00.000+03:002007-07-04T06:47:30.310+03:00

OK I am in the market for buying a laptop. This will be my first laptop ever and I am so confused. I keep reading and reading about laptops and I just keep getting more confused!I want something light, less than 5 pounds (2.27 kg) and I want either a 14" or 13" screen. So when I first started looking, I was thinking of a Toshiba since they have the 3 year warranty which is good, and I've heard

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-88905488645324335762007-06-17T07:49:00.000+03:002007-06-17T07:55:01.766+03:00

When will she release a new album? I adore "Sarah McLachlan" and her songs and her voice and just everything about her. ohhh yalaa 3ad maskhteeha ! :)

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-26687362751329108532007-06-15T06:09:00.001+03:002007-06-15T06:12:39.414+03:00

Is the pharase "I Miss Talking to You" the same as "I Miss You"???

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Can you make someone fall in love with you?

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I realized about a few months ago that I am very selfish when it comes to sharing my French Fries with anyone and I mean anyone.Example 1:One day I was having a McRoyal meal from McDonalds for lunch and as I was eating my Mcroyal Hamburger and my Delicious hot French Fries, my 5 year old niece comes to me and asks if I could share some of my fries.This was the first time it hit me that I might an

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-71678570416344418502007-04-06T08:16:00.000+03:002007-04-06T08:37:57.050+03:00

How Sexy are You?Try it, I got an 8, e7m e7m :p

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It’s so hard when you reach a block. You have so much to say and so much you want to express to the ones around you and yet you’re stuck. A million words are crossing your mind yet none are uttered. Silence surrounds you.You don’t understand why and it’s so frustrating. Sometimes it’s even scary. You wonder will it ever go away. Will you ever regain your words back? Will you ever be in

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I wish everyone the best during this holy month. Even though we should do this everyday, but take the time to get closer to your god whatever your religion is and thank him for everything good or bad that has come into your life. God Bless You All

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Should we be worried?I like to browse the MSN website, however tonight I was surprised to find that they had an article about how to survive a disaster and one of them happen to be surviving a nuclear bomb!.Now I don’t mind reading such information but it makes me wonder with the way things are going around the world these days and especially with Iran, is this an indirect way of saying that the

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1157573914165177912006-09-06T22:56:00.000+03:002006-09-06T23:18:34.236+03:00

If we lived in a different culture, where religion permitted and allowed women and men to date openly, would you kiss on a first date especially if it was a blind date?

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1155936721563417512006-08-19T00:29:00.000+03:002006-08-19T00:32:01.563+03:00

I know this will sound silly and maybe even stupid, but I wish I had a secret admirer *sigh*

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Ok I am totally freaking out!!!!!I think I am turning into a typical Kuwaiti!!!!!!!! I have been in this country way too long!!!!!!!!Let me explain.I recently changed jobs, and the people that I am working with now are a mixture of Kuwaitis and foreigners. Now a couple of a days ago one of my female foreign co-worker referred to someone that she used to work with previously and that I happen to

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1150660881529855142006-06-18T22:58:00.000+03:002006-06-18T23:01:21.553+03:00

Recently I feel like everyone has someone except me, and it makes me feel lonely. I hate feeling this way.

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1149084786481651692006-05-31T17:01:00.000+03:002006-06-10T01:34:08.073+03:00

A few days ago I was watching cartoons on the Boomerang channel with my niece, when they put Rainbow Bright (Ewwww). I of course was like oh my god how much older can these cartoons get. But I was in for an even bigger surprise when they put “The Littles”. My favorite cartoon growing up (don’t laugh) was ThunderCats (yes if you are wondering, I did go through a tomboy stage as a child). Whenever

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1144010387679817692006-04-02T23:36:00.000+03:002006-04-02T23:39:47.703+03:00

What’s a good gift idea to give a guy for his birthday (regardless of the relation) ?

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1141107059267082212006-02-28T09:02:00.000+03:002006-03-05T14:58:40.380+03:00

Have a broken heart and don’t know how to deal with it? Don’t fret just go to Germany and visit this hospital

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As I was driving home from work the other day, my inner chatterbox switched on and the usual thoughts about the events of my day and just life in general started to takeover. However this time and maybe due to the excessive talk at work about Valentines and what each girl/guy will be buying her/his spouse this February the 14th ,the dating scene came to my mind.I started to think about all the

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com49tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1137339165631069492006-01-15T18:22:00.000+03:002006-01-15T18:32:45.670+03:00

You will be missed so muchYour memory will always be in our hearts

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How do you let go of something you have wanted for so long that you’ve lived it, breathed it, and desired it for years that it has became part of every waking minute of your daily life. And you know without a doubt that you will never get this something but you also know that if you do let go you will never be the same person again and a certain part of you will die.How do you let go of the hope

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1135285761940812402005-12-23T00:06:00.000+03:002005-12-23T00:09:21.963+03:00

I just finished reading بنات الرياض. It’s a true story about four different girls from Saudi Arabia. It mainly illustrates each girl’s experience with love.Sadeem’s story touched me the most. Feeras, the guy she was in love with seemed like a character from a fairy tale. Of course he turned out to be a week in the end, but the way he loved her in the beginning was so breathtaking. It made me

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1135156844258635892005-12-21T12:16:00.000+03:002005-12-21T12:20:44.326+03:00

I am at work reading بنات الرياض.I can’t put the book down! I read 10 chapters in two hours (the chapters are short of course)

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I want to make a CD mix which contains music from the late 80s and 90s. Of course since I am not good at remembering song titles or even the singer’s names, this task is going to be difficult for me so I’d appreciate some help.Can you guys tell me some of your favorite songs from the late 80s and 90’s or songs that were a hit back then.So far I got (these were some of my fav.):Cyndi Lauper :

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Dealing with people is always difficult, but when it comes to dealing with your co-workers whom you have to interact with on a daily bases for 8 hours straight, five times a week, that it self becomes a challenge.You always hope that you will get along with everyone but sometimes you’re just not so lucky. In my case, I thank God I pretty much get along with everyone. Sure there are a couple of

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1133037268926381982005-11-26T23:25:00.001+03:002005-11-27T18:36:26.413+03:00

I just finished reading the book “The Kite Runner” by Khaled Hosseini. I don’t think I have ever cried so much just from reading a book. Actually I think I had a breakdown of some sorts because I was literally sobbing at some parts of the book!The author illustrates beautifully so many emotions that human beings experience in life such as envy, guilt, evilness, cruelty, loyalty, confusion,

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1130697298581144592005-10-30T21:32:00.000+03:002005-10-30T21:34:58.596+03:00

Which Provider is better for DSL, FastTelco or QualityNet?

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This post goes out for the guys, not that I get many visitors lol but I hope to get some response. Ladies are welcomed to share their thoughts as well.There are a few issues related to men that I would like to know more about, but first I need to give an introduction about myself for you to understand why I am discussing such a topic:As a child growing up into womanhood I didn’t have a lot of

illusionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10442583862568981918noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9078795.post-1126124927622319892005-09-07T23:27:00.000+03:002005-09-07T23:28:47.630+03:00

Where is my life taking me to? Where am I heading? I ask myself these questions everyday and I never come up with an answer. Is this what’s life all about? Waking up, going to work, coming home and figuring out how to utilize the remaining hours of the day until I can sleep to wake up and start the cycle all over again?!Please someone tell me that’s not what life is about? Tell me I have put my

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Numbness overcomes meFrom this shock I want to fleaHow can it be?Her smile I will never seeHer usual wordsI will never forget“Have you met anyone yet?”With a wicked grinI’d giver her my usual answer“Not yet, waiting for youTo find me a dream lover”She would chuckleand our little traditionwould go onOnly today she is goneWith herOur ritual forgoneEach time I close my eyesI see her image and I

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Sometimes right before I go to bed at night and as I lay in bed thanking God for everything he has given me, I feel so content, so at peace with myself and with the world around me. It’s at these very moments that I feel so close to God, and everything about this crazy world makes sense to me.These moments I treasure so much, to me it means I am walking down the right path in my life. However,

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I am not familiar with New Age music, but I would like to buy some CD’s for my friend who is into such music, so does anyone have any good suggestions?

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How do you tell a person that you just see them as a friend only and that you are interested in them, and that continuing in this friendship will only makes things worse.How do you tell a person that is ready to give you the moon, that your heart longs for another who also just sees you as a friend. Such a tangle web people get themselves into, and the nice ones are the ones who suffer the

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As I watched the religious wedding ceremony of Prince Charles and Camilla Parker Bowles aka “Duchess of Cornwall”, I felt that all those people there were some how betraying Princes Diana. I know I know, its been 8 years now since she past away, but for me her memory is very much alive.The Duchess of Cornwall lacked all of which made Princess Diana so unique. She did not have her grace, poise,

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Who cheats more in a marriage relationship the man or the woman?

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She sat gazing into space, feeling alone, feeling defeated, thinking, remembering the past....Had she had any intentions for falling for him? No. Did she choose to fall for him? No. Always the same answer, but how could she not fall for such a warm soul she wondered.It wasn't in her plans to fall in love with him. He was just a friend. Yet there she was after 3 years of friendship feeling

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A few days ago, Arab Times reported that the Kuwaiti Police gave out tickets to around 400 female drivers due to wearing a veil while driving and around 28 tickets to male drivers for the same reason, now I wana know what were thoes 28 guys thinking, and I sure as hell would have liked to seen the reaction of thoes copes when they saw what was under the cover!

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THE CHURCH ORGANIST Miss Bea, the church organist, was in her 80's and had never been married. She was very much admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. The pastor came to call on her one afternoon early in the spring, and she welcomed him into her Victorian parlor. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared a little tea. As the pastor sat facing her old pump organ, the young

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Blonde Parking During the WinterNorman and his blonde wife live in Calgary. One winter morning while listening to the radio, they hear the announcer say, "We are going to have 8 to 10 centimeters of snow today. You must park your car on the even numbered side of the street, so the snowplow can get through." Norman's wife goes out and moves her car.A week later while they are eating breakfast, the

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Sarah McLachlan is one of my favorite singers. Her work is just amazing. I remember my reaction the first time I heard her sing. I was going to class, and they put the song “I will remember you” on the radio, and after hearing the words I just started crying. Ironically at that time there was no reason for the words of that song to affect me so much. I guess on some sort of level I knew that I

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I am just an illusion A figure in the shadows Looking for a solution Trapped within a memory That's causing me So much misery I struggle to forget Only my destiny is set Hope is there But do I dare Reach for A feeling That has caused me So much Despair So I wait for the end Hiding within my shadows Like an illusion Alone Without a friend

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